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Monday, February 12, 2007

well today..sucked..simply sucked..i hate myself.i hate life.i jus wanna break off away frm the world alone.n jus isolate myself frm the others.but sch rules dun allow me to stay in class.no other choice but to go bball court to play bball.
everytime i played i rmb me promisin her not to play bball till her birthday.wanted to keep the promise.but so much thing happened didn't want to step into canteen.everytime i see her..my hearts start to bleed..profusely..
valentine's closing in.everyone ard me was so enthu abt it.wonderin wat to buy n stuff for their loved ones.but me.i bought it.but somehow i started wonderin.abt alot of things.well.they went to the parliament hse waited for her while waitin played soccer wif dom err first time playin? =\ well i'm noob in soccer so yea played in the rain but not tht bad.then saw them come back.then rush off but they goin out.she didn;t want me to go along as she wanan spend time wif them so well i respect her decision lorrh.then went back to sch to find ws they all played bball again then pei mao n ws wait for their gal lor.hope the gal accepted ws.well can see ws really do love her lots.wish them all the best.well as for myself.i can only watch n walk.step by step.
sadded.can someone sober me up.smack me if needed i wun retialiate.smack me awake.frm my nightmare.n thx for the support u gave me durin the Db races n my grading though u didn't turn up for my gradin i noe ur supportin me frm ur heart right? i will nvr forget this relationship we had till the day i die.after v.day i think i will do wat i told myself to do.
no matter wat ur still my love.aishiteru.gomen nasai for the the mistakes i done in the past tht hurts u deeply n i will try to find the keychain to return u.thts all.byes.

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