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Monday, December 25, 2006

today was chirstmas day..supposed to be merry chirstmas but not for me..spendin the day at home alone instead of goin out wif the one i wanted to..haiz..felt like the distance between me n her is drifting further apart wat am i supposed to do..first time i felt myself being so pathetic thinkin of her every moment..so wat..like she thinks of me..dunno see first is always wat she say to me when i ask her out..call her will be i'm wif my family/cousin/wateva msg u later..in the end is still i hav to msg her..wats goin on..i've totally no idea..jus feel like i'm being treated like a fool..staring into space when i've nth to do..this wasn't the x-mas i wanted..merry chirstmas to everyone wat i get back of course is also merry chirstmas but this chirstmas isn't merry at all to me..this chirstmas sucks to me..is this relationship marking its end already..? haiz i dunno..jus felt so..useless..or mayb its not how i feel..its jus the fact tht i'm useless..hopeless pathetic fool..
me<->her
now is me<--------------------------------------------------------->her
felt the distance drifted so much..i dunno abt her..thts how i feel..for now..

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all about you
stupid
selfish
insensitive yet over sensitive
toot
foreva lurving her
kinda shy sometimes

loves*-
her her n all my love belongs to her
sports except soccer
goin out wif her
goin out wif frenz
lurve to dota
challenges
fightin but becoz of her i dun



wishlist*-

your wishes
she return to me by me side
me change
gd results for final year
converse/addidas sport shoe
billabong pencil box
save money to buy her one thing..
can go to poly successfully

links*-

Candis
Heidi
Jerena
JinTian
Lee Zhen
Miss Cheok
Xiu Ying
Wei Lin
Hong Yong
Christopher
chermaine
auggie
YCSS dragonboat

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