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Thursday, October 12, 2006

dunno why today physic hav kinda weird feeling abt it..dunno whether izzit cnofidence or izzit shit die liao..jus very weird feelings..haiz ytd happen so much thing..early in the morning already started off like shit..coz of something..then when walkin wif her..dunno why..dunno wats she thinking of..last time we would walk side by side but now..*sigh* last time wheneva i walk slower by abit she would turn ard n ask me wats wrong n stuff..but now also..remain as frens..? i want but my mouth say can remain as frenz but my heart wun change..it still regard u as dar..n stuff..this morning felt totally hurt..shattered my heart..then cont on after physic paper turn ard saw her looking at my direction i think..wonder wat she thinkin of..wonder whether is she looking at me..haiz..so wat if she look at me..haiz..talk to her like talkin to wall..msg also always no reply..all i get is slience..handphone always pitch dark no light of warning me gt msg..haiz..wat shld i do..then today bought her something..a cute little thing..maybe thts my last present for her bahh..i dunno..think most likely..haiz..really dunno..wat she say now..is one thing..when tht happen how she react will be another thing..haiz..felt like a dog or toy..when she need me she will come when she dun need me jus throw me at one side n rot together wif the lonelyness..or when ppl insult her i will defend for her sort of protect bahh..but haiz..dunno la now heart being shattered again n again n again..

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she return to me by me side
me change
gd results for final year
converse/addidas sport shoe
billabong pencil box
save money to buy her one thing..
can go to poly successfully

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