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Monday, September 11, 2006

today..sux..totally sux..mornin is still okayy life goes on in sch..as usual..after sch wait for her as she gt her scouts meetin..1 hr..then went to jp to eat lunch n go take a cake for her mum..then went home..send her home..then tlak outside the hse..nowadays things aren't goin well..not well..totally not the way i wanted it to be..so called quarrel..then talkin abt breakin up..i dunno i jus realli dun wanna break up..even if my mouth said yea lets break..but heart heart will be shattered into tens, hundreds, thousands, millions, billions of pieces..i realli can't let go of this relationship..i realli can't do it..but i've been makin u suffer so much..in the end both cried..late..i gotta go home..on the way down in the lift tears broke free n roll down my cheeks like waterfall..never endin..ran home cryin..not carin whether is there car anot..ran all the way home cryin..realli can't take it..jus cry..reach home bathin was still cryin can't stop..til now still cryin..wanna cry my heart out..i dunno wat to do..can't let go of this relationship wif u..if we were to broke up..u said u still wanna be best frenz..i'm fine wif it..realli..but..i cant bring myself to do tht..think the moment i see u will break down n cry..seriously..and i wun feel like goin out..almost everywhere i go there will be memories of me n u together havin fun..especially the place called school..feel like punchin something..punchin the wall..break my knuckles..n bleed to death..dun care abt me leave me to rot n die..realli dunno wat will happen next..its jus a thin line between us..if the line were to break..there goes everything..all gone..foreva..

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stupid
selfish
insensitive yet over sensitive
toot
foreva lurving her
kinda shy sometimes

loves*-
her her n all my love belongs to her
sports except soccer
goin out wif her
goin out wif frenz
lurve to dota
challenges
fightin but becoz of her i dun



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your wishes
she return to me by me side
me change
gd results for final year
converse/addidas sport shoe
billabong pencil box
save money to buy her one thing..
can go to poly successfully

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Candis
Heidi
Jerena
JinTian
Lee Zhen
Miss Cheok
Xiu Ying
Wei Lin
Hong Yong
Christopher
chermaine
auggie
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