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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

die..die..dead..sad..sad..sadded..wats happenin between me n her..why did it had to turn out this way..is breakin up really the final solution oredi..i really dun wanna break up wif u..i really lurve u alot..but its like why u lose hope in me..i really really can't let u go..i can't bear to hurt u,can't bear to make u sad,hate to see u angry,only wan u to be happy..durin this 4 mths..i nvr even scolded u once before really..izzit i treatin u too good..sometimes jus feel like i treatin u too good or something abit of mistake frm me u wanna break up n u cannt take it anymore..its like when u angry i also nvr say anything let u scold n nvr talk back..jus tryin my best to cheer u up again..when ur sad also jus let u vent everything..n try hard to cheer u up also..although sometimes i attitude u i noe its my bad tht i attitude u but its also like wat u told me urself ur actions also affects me..why do i think so much..because of ur actions..why do i attitude u..u attitude me first..why did i use harsh tone also..u used tht on me first..kkays i noe sometimes is i use harsh tone attitude u first but why i used tht also becoz of ur actions..i noe u said to me ur much closer to guys than gals but ur closeness wif guys dun hav to be tht close..i dun mind if ur jus talk chat ard n stuff but not til the point of wat gettin ur whole body attached to the guy liddat..its like wth? izzit tht guy who is ur bf or me lorrh..u lose hope in me..when i ask u..u also dunno why..kkay i noe sometimes is i really think too much but can't blame me when u do all those actions..kkay not can't blame me but u gt think abt ur actions? even its ur kor u dun hav to liddat right? please..u please me to let u go..n let myself go..its like u really decided to break up wif me oredi..i ask u again n again u said dunno..dunno dunno dunno..its hard to decide i noe..but..its like..really lorrh i can't take it anymore..everytime u like so close wif those guys..i really miss those times in the past..u changed i changed..i tryin to change for u..n myself..but everytime i tryin my best to change u always tell me tht u can't hold on to it anymore givin up..its like change in attitude n everything..so much thing n those things its hard to go bad n its very hard to turn it back to the good ones kkay? u hav to gimme time..this things dun changed jus within a few weeks or months..more time is required..then any other things..really..its really hard on me..i dun wan u to get hurt or cry or havin any other negative feeling jus wan u to be happy..u n i can't get on good terms anymore because u think i'm askin too much but then really u ask urself abt ur own actions when ur wif ur kor..ur like practically flirtin with them in front of me lorrh..even u get the most sensible most understandin boyfriend i can tell u tht he can't take it either no guys can take it when their galfriend is doin all tht lorrh pls..others thing i can jus forget abt it..nvm its okayy but tht one i really really hate it..its like durin the first 3 months wif u its okayy until the 4th month n so ur like attachin ur whole body to them lorrh..its like wat the heck..is he ur boyfriend or me..i really dunno..i only noe i really do lurve u i dun wanna end this relationship but yet i can't stand those actions either..noe u can't stand my sensitiveness n attitude but i tryin very hard to change i believe both my weakness i had gotten a better control of them i believe u feel tht too..i trust u totally..i noe u wun do anything behind my back..but even when the trust is there the actions u made sometimes is really too much..sorry i'm really direct n harash but i jus wanna tell u tht..

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foreva lurving her
kinda shy sometimes

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her her n all my love belongs to her
sports except soccer
goin out wif her
goin out wif frenz
lurve to dota
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she return to me by me side
me change
gd results for final year
converse/addidas sport shoe
billabong pencil box
save money to buy her one thing..
can go to poly successfully

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