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Thursday, September 21, 2006

whee one dya after my bday..started the day rather..sad..can't walk wif lao po to school..sobs..coz she had to eat breakfast wif her mum n her mum sendin her sobs..so walkin alone..on the way bought mentos n chocolate to sch n eat..slowly walkin to sch..thinkin abt her..every step i take on the road..i miss those moments when i'm walkin wif her..slowly walk becoz she said she will reach sch abt 8 then i walk reach sch like 8.05 then she not here yet..so wait til 8.15+ liddat then she reach sch..dunno why..jus felt super happy when i saw her today..chocolate gave her as she wanted it so i kept the mentos..then sch goes on as usual~after sch was supposed to go ngee ann but ended up as lousy trip..the trip is okayy jus i wasn't in the mood as i had caused it all myself..kinda quarrel AGAIN..i dun wanna quarrel..but its like why did i say all those things..why am i so stupid n useless..foreva making her so upset..why..i really dunno wat to do..then she talkin to yan soon..xu an came n make me..i kinda bad mood then hit xu an..sorry!! didn't mean it..really sorry xu an..gonna apologise to him tml..then wanted to talk to her while sittin beside her in the bus but she dun wan..she wanted to sit alone..i look at her..she dun bother lookin back..kinda sad then sat alone starin outside the window..as the weak side of me appear again..but still no one saw it..then durin the trip kept apologising..i dunno wat to do..i noe i'm in the wrong i apologised she still wun forgive me..i really dunno wat to do other then apologise..but still i noe another thing tht i shld do..nvr repeat tht stupid mistake..sorry kkays..i noe..i'm too selfish..scold n beat n bite me all u wan..i'm stupid idiot..but at least after the trip she kinda cheer up..after talkin wif her frenz..still abit angry but better then before lorrh..haiz..stupid me idiot me slefish me..insensitive idiot..wanna wake up frm this nightmare..i dun wan this to happen again..tryin not to repeat it..no..i must not repeat it again..for the sake of both of us..i must not repeat this stupid insensitive mistake again!! sorry worrs lao po..waiting for u..lurve u..

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me change
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